This just aint funny...

hey guys... it has been quite a while from the last entry...
today was just not my day... absolutely not my day... im saying this the third time... NOT MY F!#$ing day....
so this entry's gonna be my moans...
first, im sick but it doesnt really bother me

i knew i didnt do terribly good in chem test.. i expected to get lower marks than what i usually get (which is not that high anyway) but ya.. when i look at the result... pisses me off...
i agree that i didnt study hard enough this time... i had lots of other things to do. i know it's just a stupid excuse... but still.. now more tests coming up... and i also have to start working on my SAT and TOK presentation... i dun know how im gonna keep up with all these shits.... i think i have to become a study freak... at least for next months or so.. oh no... perhaps longer... coz of mocks... i so dun wanna be like this... but no other way...
my grades... especially the test results (including this chem one)... are falling down drastically... getting 4 and 5... dun even wanna talk abt it in percentage... really really really encouraging indeed

im i too proud of myself? i guess i am... becoming too big headed... huh... feel so stupid now esp thinking back when i was looking at thoes famous university websites...... i dun even belong there... seriously...

another reason y it wasnt my day was coz i was constantly making some stupids comments in all classes today... i didnt even know y i sed that... my brains becoming short circuted...

finally... the basketball against dalat.. oh my god... i played shit, we played shit... just the whole thing pissed me off...

i feel like im becoming what i was used to be back in japan... a big headed wanna be who is actually a complete loser...
anyway.. i shall leave now... coz ya... im suppose to be becoming a study freak from now on...

ERRRRRRRRRR I HATE THIS....