count down!

nothing special... happnened today... except, bio test 2mr is canceled!
congrats to shaam... new daniel, if rohan doesnt recover in time...
anyway upcoming events....
tomorrow - shaam's birthday
4 more days - SAT and possibly dalat tournament but dunno whats gonna happen
16 more days - prom
20 more days - flying back to japan
28 more days - christmas
30 more days (one more month to go!) - my birthday!!!
35 more days - new year!

end of 2007 is near...

carelessness

'Carelessness'.. the world that describes me perfectly. so yeah we got the maths result back... i thot i did all right... and yeah i have to admit i did allright... so im not SO unhappy about the result i got... but still... remember, grade boundary for 7 (aka grade A in my personal grade conversion) is 90% and above in mr. smith's class... yeah... so it feels suck expecially when you are lacking 1% from it... and i could have earned that 1% (actually more than that) if my brilliant mathematical knowledge did not tell me 7-1=4!!! also sometimes, my brain fires extra information than what my memories told to do so... yeah so my memory told me to write down the symbol '+' but clever brain sends information beyond just writing down the symbol '+', it fired an instruction to turn the symbol in 45° angle when im writing down! so it turns out to be X instead of +... that's right... huh...
it's just life isnt it? i always miss things that i wanted by an inch or it just slipps away from my hands... and never get them... gerr!!!
I JUST LOVE MATHS! even though i didn't take HL :p

5 more days to SAT, 12 more days to be my TOK... just wanna get over with it!

nap nap and nap... what a wonderful thing it is... makes my system and brain refreshed! thats the positive bit of it... the side effect is that it eats away my time... especially when 30 minutes nap becomes 2.5 hour nap... usually when people take nap, they won't be able to sleep later on... i think... thats y some people don't like taking nap, but right now, i can collaps again... anytime! SAT is approaching near and it does not wait for me...!!!! Y!? im becoming mad... yellow head is telling me like "dude stop stressing out. chill out bro!!!".. is it that ovbious that im really lack of time now? man i wish i can stop stressing out and chill out...

hey mister... i didnt have this yet when u visited did i? and still surf controlled... so cannot view anything sorry! blame on school.... photos of u? they are everywhere on facebook and so on... just that, i cannot visit that site right now... the reason? i've stated.

okay... fine for today...

temporary

just like old days... playing basketball after school with ardi n chuen... it has been a long time... man... feel so weird meeting them haha... chuen, nice hair dye... still dun look so much different tho... ardi... ur forehead is getting big as ever ur hair got longer!!!... lol... johnathan.. u still look like ur gonna faint in a second... glenn... go do ur NS... lol
so hopefully we can meet up on friday night again...

chuen... (2006)

ardi... (2005)







nothing to do with basketball... but yeah my only photo in x-country taken by Ferdinand thanks!







btw, i can temporary browse my blog and facebook and practically everything... hijacking the internet from neighbour:p.. im so sorry whoever this internet belongs to but no choice... in order to do this, i had to put my effort to walk to house 57 carrying my laptop... so yeah. tht'll do

they gave me the best sounding reason (excuse) for the reason they are banning so many websites... it is because, there are some cyber bullying going on within the school community (younger years)... man... it is done at their home not in school...

huh... okay nothing much to write about... i've done quite a lot of hwk in school today.. during free period... all for SAT... yeah... thts the way to go katsu.. be organised... and yeah of coz i know im very good at time management right miss leong??? :p

oh well... not yet...
probably never...
I LOVE MY 'HOUSE' VERY MUCH

SURFCONTROL...what else is banned now?

i hope i can post this successfully... but now there is no way i can check it now because school did not surf controlled the 'blogger.com' but they surf controlled blogspot.com.. which means i cannot browse any of the blogger's blog, of course including my OWN supposely they contain INAPPROPRIATE MATERIAL... what is up with school... i remember i wrote something similar to this when they surfcontrolled the facebook... but this is getting a bit too much... i understand they ban students from accessing during school hours... but this is boarding house the same rule shoudnt apply to us... this is our home not school... im not saying they are doing the wrong thing just too much... it's not like we are accessing to porn sites or anything...
what pisses me off even more is that, i use blog to write down not only what happened but whatever comes into my mind... and yeah... there are some things that i can write but dunt really wanna speak out... (like the one i wanted to run around naked on the street).. the blog to me is not only about the diry but it's one of my way to relax and relieve my stress... and now school is banning me from that... it isnt my falt if i become mental now! :p

today... we had day off for musical practice... but i had prefect duty... wht my duty had to be on the only free lunch time i have? "oh god... oh god... are you there? are you there~?♫" why my life isn't fair... yes im complaining about such a small thing... im not in the good mood now obviously... since when i came back from school, opened my lappie and the first thing i saw was this bright red screen saying "SURF CONTROL this website is containing inappropriate material this is notified to the ICT stuff"
hadda weird dream last night (more like this morning)... 2Cs visited my house in japan (i dun even know why it was them)... not even visited.. the scine started in my room... can't remember much later on... tht was weird... lol
at least one happy news to finish off my blogging ardi n chuen, my boarder mates from 2002 till 2006 and dun forget.. jonathan, one of my bro are back in penang now! welcome back! man it's been a long time since i last saw u guys... come visit asap!
it was going to end with the happy news but no more...we were just called down by house parents... well all of us... apparantly someone stole money from someone...(again)... i was the victim of this as well last time... in total i lost like more than 600RM which is not even funny... and of course they did not return...

anyway i shall bugger off now... two more tests... bio again and maths this week!!!
later people!

yesterday morning... had to get up early for musical rehearsal...7 oclock... it was generally allright but kinda boring too... this morning i woke up at 6:45!!! even earlier for no reason... well i had a reason coz this stomach pain stuck me and i had to force myself to get up n rush into toilet... but i didnt go back sleep after that, i somehow stayed awake... now im kinda sleepy... but too late... have to do my work this afternoon :( since i slacked off on friday night...

faiz's birthday dinner party... i enjpyed it quite a lot... just that food was spicy... i was sweating like a pig lol... in the swimming pool as well... havent actaully swam for ages... the last time was i think the cas trip... thats a long time since i last dipped myself in water so it was good as well... but i was so jealous when faiz got his present... at first it was a large box of about 30 x 20 x 10cm in its size... then he opened it there was a smaller box inside... and this continued for like another 5 boxes and finally it was about the size of a kitkat box... (that took like 5 min coz it was well rapped with papers and plasitics...thx god he finally, after 4 minutes, realised that it was much eaiser to use knife to cut out the rapping)... anyway what he got was a car key. = he got a brand new car for his birthday..... man i wish tht happened to me for my birthday...
SHOTGUN FRONT SEAT!!!!

gonna go take shower now... lunch time soon...
huh... back to school again 2mr...

lost my phone.... so my maxis is no longer available now...
dun get it... y my crappier phone got stolen???
it went missing during pe. i put both of my phones in my right pocket
when i came back from pe, only the phone with maxis number was missing...
everything else was still in my pocket... keys, usb and my N series...
strange...

i called my phone, it rings but no answer... it still rings...
prolly i left it somewhere... but i cant remember where and im pretty sure i put my both phones in my right pocket after english.. before pe... the only place i can thing of now is roti shop.. down the road...

anyway... it was kinda depressing... losing phone... never lost my phones before... (i've lost like 3 wallets in my life tho)... even i left my phone somewhere, i somehow found it or my phone found me sometimes.....

err.... now my number is registered... so my pesonal info and stuff are kept in maxis right???... hope it wont be used in the crime or something... then i will be the first suspect!!!!

losing stuff is my thing... becoz i used to lost so many stuff... once i lost my eraser and my mom was really really pissed off coz tht was like the 4th one that i lost in a week so she locked me out of the house... forced me to go to school on sunday to find my eraser... so i did... of coz it wasnt there anymore...

gosh 2mr is the full day reharsal...
they are taking away my precious moring sleep...

k im gonna go now chill out with darius for a while...
ciao

i've made a really awful and disrespectful mistake... on 6th, it was my god grand dad's birthday... and yesterday was my moms... what a son who forget's ur own parent's birthday...
anyway, one more birthday boy... FAIZ! happy birthday bro! well i bought u subway today for lunch... no wonder my wallet suddenly look so much thinner!!!
oh yeah i got my bio back... didn't bomb it... so that was good... but i could have done better!!! as usual some stupid mistakes... it's my innate ablity to be careless... which most of the time it sucks...
apparantly some teachers are complaining abt me coz im not punctual to the classes... it was true and i felt bad everytime i walked into classes late... but tht was like few months ago.. and most of the time it wasnt my falt!!!... im seldom late now... i dunno y i was informed about this just today...
i was never a punctual person... i think my attendance in my old school once was like 65days/78 days marked as late. i remember when i was writing personal statement for yr.10 work experience to kirishima, i put "im a very enthusiastic, hardworking and punctual person" or something like tht :p
im not feeling like running around naked on the street anymore.. im not a mental 'yet'!!! last night was freaky...
bball was canceled... of coz... 'K.I', the allstar player was missing the practice... it had to be canceled.... :p i bet the friday morning's session is gonna be hard core

feel so weird...
like really really really weird
okay im weird as i am but this is totally different...

feel like jumping off from the building
running around on the street naked
smash everything i see
feel like beating up some random person but hugging them at the same time...
feel like doing every stupid things tht comes into my mind

thinking so negatively
pessimistic
dun even know what im saying...

i wonder what's happening to me...
i not having period or anything....
im a dude with a penis attached to myself after all!

c? what the hell im i talking abt...
most prolly stress is causing this...


ppl dun bother...

"just do it!" -quoted from NIKE-

go katsu... i know u can do it!

sounding so damn stupid but ya... encouraging myself for bio test 2mr...
i actually prepared for this... (i think i do) and if i do poorly in this test. im seriously gonna go into the great depression II :p

wish me good luck!

just watched resident evil III with darius... on DVD...
quick email check... and bloggie time now
no one's talking to me, no sms, no new emails except like birtjday reminders...
what a popular guy i am

oh well i suppose everyone's enjoying their weekend in their own way... :)
IT'S SATURDAY AFTERNOON!!!

gonna do some weights with coen now...
cya around

tonight

yeah... im doing hwk in the morning now!... some changes maded
party coz there is gonna be a huge party going on TONIGHT...
btw, im staying at balfoorts... (again)... they are indeed really really nice people...
kinda feel bad coz im keep coming here... but no where else to go... except my grand dad's place... but ya... its too far away.... i need a car!!! another reason why im here is coz to discuss abt TOK presentation with coen... TOK... damn it...
im just online for a while to research something for my chem... and my blog...
--i know i left u aside for a while.. but i never forget abt u!!!--

happy 18th birthday to coen... and 90th!! birthday to my god granddad... also my mom next week... erm how old ru becoming??? i think 47 right?...ごめんオカン！ ...

my last KL music trip last weekend... i think it was okay. i thot it's gonna b super boring for me but it wasnt boring at all... since i talked to bunch of yr.11s (they were the ones kept me in accompany :P)... including ppl who i never ever talked to b4. well its more like i became one of em... and it did not look awkward at all from public. i bet ppl wld have freaked out if i sed "erm im actually in yr13" i cld just dissoved into em :p... ... and yeah... concert was good, enjoyed skating, enjoyed talking, i looked good in any clothes tht i wore :p...
i was pretty much sitting beside her all the time in the bus. i really liked it and i was kinda surpised with myself that i thought i cld talked to u smoothly! so thx for keeping me in accompany... hope i didnt make u bored to death... I realised, i've never actually talked to her face to face for so long before... actually i've never even talked to females face to face for that long in my life.... i hope ur feeling better now and what i talked to u made some sense.. it's kinda sad there is always a barrier of year groups and is impenetrable by someone from other groups... i still felt that i was blocked out by this barrier but i guess i cld break thru some of it... so it's what i liked abt this trip the most...

yeah again... i was stilling beside her in the bus... and coz of that, some ppl think we r going out or something... yes i was sitting beside her talking to her... but that does not make us we are in a relationship... it's not that it's gonna happen but at the moment we are not....

there are more stuff abt KL trip that i wanna speak abt... but yeah... i shld keep it to myself...

later

This just aint funny...

hey guys... it has been quite a while from the last entry...
today was just not my day... absolutely not my day... im saying this the third time... NOT MY F!#$ing day....
so this entry's gonna be my moans...
first, im sick but it doesnt really bother me

i knew i didnt do terribly good in chem test.. i expected to get lower marks than what i usually get (which is not that high anyway) but ya.. when i look at the result... pisses me off...
i agree that i didnt study hard enough this time... i had lots of other things to do. i know it's just a stupid excuse... but still.. now more tests coming up... and i also have to start working on my SAT and TOK presentation... i dun know how im gonna keep up with all these shits.... i think i have to become a study freak... at least for next months or so.. oh no... perhaps longer... coz of mocks... i so dun wanna be like this... but no other way...
my grades... especially the test results (including this chem one)... are falling down drastically... getting 4 and 5... dun even wanna talk abt it in percentage... really really really encouraging indeed

im i too proud of myself? i guess i am... becoming too big headed... huh... feel so stupid now esp thinking back when i was looking at thoes famous university websites...... i dun even belong there... seriously...

another reason y it wasnt my day was coz i was constantly making some stupids comments in all classes today... i didnt even know y i sed that... my brains becoming short circuted...

finally... the basketball against dalat.. oh my god... i played shit, we played shit... just the whole thing pissed me off...

i feel like im becoming what i was used to be back in japan... a big headed wanna be who is actually a complete loser...
anyway.. i shall leave now... coz ya... im suppose to be becoming a study freak from now on...

ERRRRRRRRRR I HATE THIS....