let's speak english!

i think i mentioned about trying not to lose my english...

you know when u started speaking a second language and use it everyday, ur world starts to spin with the new language u aquired. so as dreams u see when ur deep asleep.
yes in my case it is english.
when i moved to malaysia, i still had every dreams in japanese, but after a while it was mixed.
i had a funny dream once: i was dreaming about normal school life, and most of the friends in this dream was from uplands. but the setting was in my old school in japan... it was kinda weird. but weirder thing was, they all spoke japanese to me. yeah guys from UK, malaysia, indonesia.... wherever, they were speaking to me in japanese... teachers were speaking english. AND there were few friends in the class room from my old school as well... and they all spoke english to me!. it was freaky but fun
anyway, as i live longer in penang, i started to have more dreams in english and eventually i never had dreams in japanse. and it was around the time when i realise my japanese sucks compared to the people around my age.
so, 99% of my life was in english up until august 28th... yeah i came back...
life in japan is 99% in japanese of course... few day ago, i had a dream in japanse again after i think about 3 years...
sigh... it made me really worried that im forgeting my crappy english...
IM I?...