NooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i was rejected...
just because they didn't wanna hire for short term...
my interviewee was kinda friendly guy. he used to go to paris international. and apparently, one of his friend used to go to uplands!
he told me he could hire me if i can work for at least a year.
"such a waste" he said (in good sense).

キターー!!☆

IT'S FINALLY FIXED!!!
with new screen, motherboard and keyboard.

Hill pride

yeah hill won x-country!... i'm happy to hear it although it doenst really matter for me now.
as some of u guys saw me on the stage during presentation day last June, im the ex-house captain... yes i was the shorter one.

good work guys... u guys just had to win after i leave.. lol..

as requested by carol...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- Katsu
- Katsu-san
- Katchan (rarely now)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD :
- AiHee
- M@k@nN@s!
-Coppertone™
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- not much facial/upper body hairs
- Easier to pee
- Having rather normal internal organs and body structure
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- shorter than the average height
- get fat and unfit easily
- small brain capacity
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
- Pure Japanese
- white hairs
- never going to be a 6-footer
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
- Future
- Exams/Grades
- My situation right now...
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- Oxygen
- Water
- Food
(yeah i copied)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
- Headphone attached to PC
- Hoodie
- Jeans
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
- Asian Kung-fu Generation
- Coppertone
- Sum41
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
- With you
- Forever
- キセキ
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
- trust
- laughter
- love (aint a relationship without it, i think)...
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- Clean
- Dun smell much
- Not oversized
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- Basketball (though i dun have chance to play here)
- Computer
- watching sports
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Work
- Study in school/uni
- create a tsunami
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
- Research scientist
- Doctor
- employed anyhow
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- Singapore
- UK/europe
- Back in Malaysia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- married and get laid
- write letter (as well as invitation to my funeral)
- eat good and expensive food
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
- love sports
- messy room
- dun't prefer to walk into girl's shop alone
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
-i dun't mind pink colour
-long eyelash
-hmm can't think of anything... waxed a leg before as a charity event
FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
-any five people that i know

let's speak english!

i think i mentioned about trying not to lose my english...

you know when u started speaking a second language and use it everyday, ur world starts to spin with the new language u aquired. so as dreams u see when ur deep asleep.
yes in my case it is english.
when i moved to malaysia, i still had every dreams in japanese, but after a while it was mixed.
i had a funny dream once: i was dreaming about normal school life, and most of the friends in this dream was from uplands. but the setting was in my old school in japan... it was kinda weird. but weirder thing was, they all spoke japanese to me. yeah guys from UK, malaysia, indonesia.... wherever, they were speaking to me in japanese... teachers were speaking english. AND there were few friends in the class room from my old school as well... and they all spoke english to me!. it was freaky but fun
anyway, as i live longer in penang, i started to have more dreams in english and eventually i never had dreams in japanse. and it was around the time when i realise my japanese sucks compared to the people around my age.
so, 99% of my life was in english up until august 28th... yeah i came back...
life in japan is 99% in japanese of course... few day ago, i had a dream in japanse again after i think about 3 years...
sigh... it made me really worried that im forgeting my crappy english...
IM I?...

hello from the same internet cafe as last time again.

few things are settled... but still have a lot to do...

still feeling awkward not going to school.

my connection to the world is very limited... (i've been saying this over and over again and sick of it but i don't feel right if i don't mention it)

F1 singapore GP is happening in about a week time. first night race ever...
they get to go there before me... not fair!

it's like the only thing i can look forward to right now

from imternet cafe

this time, im writing this from internet cafe... facebook and blogger is designed for pc so i can't browse using my mobile... i can access the blog page with my mobile but access denied when i try to jump to this posting page...
this is the nearest internet cafe from my house... takes like 15 min by bicycle which isnt so bad... but it's really expensive... may be not for other japanese people. but for people who lived in the place where cyber cafe is RM2 per hour, here is incredibly expensive... 100 yen (abt RM3) per 15 min... BUT this place is sooooo fancy... free drinks, free snacks, free comics, individual movie space... individual computer room... so on and so on... atmosphere is great... just too expensive...

life here is not so boring cos i at least have SOME things to do... but no social life... like seriously... whereas in school, u have to meet ur friend whether u like it or not...

SIGH...

missing everyone LIKE HELL... this is no withdrawal syndrome... suffering from having no social life...

under repair

my laptop is sent for repair so i lost completely lost internet connection at home for at least 2 weeks... (im guessing something it's gonna take at least a month).

my laptop totally broke... the display does not display anything anymore. my dad is planning to buy a new laptop or desktop for the family (we did not have internet nor functioning computer at home) so i was almost like a god in my family in terms of using internet at home :p.. but my laptop is in english so my family especially my brother can't use it lol..
this time, i came back with a broken laptop... luckily they weren't addicted to internet like me.. lol...

So here i am at this place where they offer people free internet... something like community centre kind of place. but then... there are quite a few restrictions which u cannot browse websites... blogger was fine... facebook wasn't. so im gonna lose facebook for a month!!! unless i go to net cafe to pay to use internet...

huh.... the reason im here is to look for part time jobs online... so if i find the job, i won't be coming back here really....

since i can't use facebook, i would like to wish Jennifer happy birthday!... dun think she will read this.