all i can do is to hope

gosh i haven't been updating for a while...

but to be honest i didnt wanna resume this with a tragic news...

lavy (our family's pet dog) is suddenly in a critical condition. he was fine yesterday morning. moving around, barking like crazy for excretion process... a usual morning scene

when somebody comes home, he barks aloud to welcome us back and demand for food.
but last night was different. he doesnt bark at all, doesn't even try to move a inch, instead he keeps twitching and shaking, he seemed hard to breath and worse of all, he didnt show any interest in food. he was a lost dog before we brought him to our home so he is very avaricous of food. he eats anything that's edible for him....

we sorta observed how would he be this morning. his condition didn't change at all so we brought him to a vet...(i was dropped off at my work place on the way).
20 minutes later, i received sms from my mum. she said "the vet said there is a high change that he will die in a few days. his heart is really weak"
couldnt really concentrate on my work anymore after reading that.

i told this to one of my colleague who's a dog lover and she told me when her dog was in a similar condition as this; expected to die in a few days, somehow survived through it and lived another year. this happened when her dog was around 14 years old... so as lavy. he's 14 or 15 this year....

yeah pretty old for dog... but hard to accept the reality that he's dying.

i really find it annoying when lavy barks..
now i just hope that i can hear it again.

dunno what to post...

アイ　ドンノー　ワット　トゥ　ポスト。
ソー、　アイ　ジャスト　ワナ　セイ　「アイム　タイヤード！」

Barack Hussein Obama

first of all... congratulations...
economical crises, wars etc etc... it is time for the world to CHANGE...
i wonder how it's gonna be...
anyway, it is going to effect my country hugely...

yeah his name is HUSSEIN....